I want you back!

I shouldn’t have let you go
May be I took that moment for granted

I should have held you for lil longer
I have no courage accepting you’re no longer around

I shouldn’t have believed your words,
“I’ll be back soon, some beautiful afternoon”

Or say, I regret hanging up your call,
I didn’t speak up all and after all talks said good bye

Somebody tell me is there anyway going back?
Back to where we had begun, so I wouldn’t ever let you go

I wanted to love you more, kiss you more
Tell you that I missed you more and I loved you more

I shouldn’t have let you go
Why did I trust distance between us?

I want to see your face’s details
I want to stare your eyes, my prayers fails
(I prayed for them to open)

And your voice can make my dead heart to beat
Is it never gonna happen that you repeat my name?!

Bond like this! #poem

We spent years together in row,
Showing love, care, help each other grow

Like universe was the proof,
To rest and settle we were each other’s roof

My heart ached, she cried
Her soul hurt, lil I died

I needed her like wound needs to heal,
She wanted me like dead soul wants to feel

I saw her in my every tomorrow,
She made me her present, it killed everyday’s sorrow

We were afarid of our beautiful things to end,
When people said everything has an end

Somehow we knew, our things will last
But even the soul leaves the body at last!

Do you care? #poem

Watching a drowning person, when you stood on land,
He’s gone into the sand, needed your hand and you put em in pant?!

Hearing a loud cry on the other side of the road,
You closed your eyes, said, there’s no other side of the road?!

A breaking heart you could’ve saved but, you saw it apart heard it break,
Pretend you have no ears, you did not hear it break

Oh, you a broke already? For ’em it seems easy to break you again,
He’s kicked and is badged “loser” he’s consumed by pain

A woman weeped, “dont touch my untouched skin”.
Now its her body’s that’s touched, you couldn’t touch her soul, its pure, its pristine, its undamaged and its virgin

When, no broke, no raped woman, no dying man, no tears you helped!
You’ve got nerve to say you care, you’re hurt, really alot of nerve.

I’ll love you! #poem  

If I’ll be struggling to love myself, to know myself
And if you’re in need of love, I’ll give you love of this whole world

If my tears go dry, and if I only cry inside,
I’ll gather pieces of your lost laugh, make you happy inside

Even if I’m breaking and knocked down, when still on ground,
I can catch you if you fall, hold you till you stand tall, you’ll always find me around

When the winds are scartching my fresh healed wound,
And if you’re cold in the breeze, I’ll cover you in my arms forever

If I ever go loss of words, out of my mind
I’ll be verbal to describe how beautiful you are. You’re mine.

poem postaday

‘Broke’ and his friend ‘Nobody’ #poem

My body’s aching and I have somebody,
Whom everybody calls ‘Nobody‘.
So,’Nobody‘ helps my body’s ache.

My eyes are tired, Its been wide open
that makes it worse,
Society would make it more worse.
But, I’m a man I can’t say my eyes hurt!

My back would have been better if, I had
Somebody’s back,
Oh! I forgot, I got ‘Nobody‘ my friend
I got ‘Nobody‘s back.
I got ‘Nobody‘ my friend, I got ‘Nobody‘s back.

My fingers are tired to hold on,
Its grip is weakening I can’t hold on.
I’m a man I shouldn’t be saying this,
I’m scared being called weak.

My knees no more can bare my body,
My body’s part doesn’t help my body.
Whom do I expect help from? Oh ‘Nobody‘s my buddy.

My feet doesn’t feel the ground,
‘What goes around comes around’?,
But I never did put in such pain to anybody lord!

My body is tired, and there’s no nobody,
Nobody said there’s somebody for everybody.
Nobody could save my dying body? .

My mind is broke, I have no money,
I’ve been working hard, it made my hands bloody.
I’ve been working since, I was born and lil , & its been very long that now I’m spent.

My wife says its been 2 days her children haven’t ate,
She said they would die if I be more late.
I don’t lie lord, I’m dead already, I’m eaten.

There’s ‘Nobody‘ my friend who cares
there’s home for me, for me I call it lone,
Nobody‘ my friend, ‘Nobody‘ wants me at home.
So, I step in lone daily, lone gives me shelter merrily.

Sometimes I forget paths of these empty streets,
“I’ll accompany you” said the vacant street,
So street empty like me, with streetlight
reminds me, I’m not alone who’s empty or broke.

My children shall see a great life,         
Bad has happened to my wife lord I have happened in her life.                                  
My good deeds shall pay, someday            
I may die today, let my children live the next day.

I’m an old man, who’s desires burnt
good shall happen to my kids lord!,
Whom do I complain about my fatigue lord!
Whom do I tell I’m exhausted when I took a responsibilty and now I’m afraid people would name my ability, I’m scared to get blamed for bad future of my kids lord! 

Good shall happen to my kids lord!

Good shall happen to my kids lord!

Poem

Somebody I love. #poem.

You are not somebody who forgets lil things
But somebody who makes me remind lil things

You are the dawn, and you know when to be bright
drown in your love, when did I become twilight

You are not somebody whom people can afford to pass time
Everytime we talk, something somehow heals me baby did you become my lifeline?

You are the moon of my life, I love your every sides
not somebody with some beautiful sides, I love your all unseen sides.

You speak and I want to catch everyword and use it to fix me
You are not somebody who speaks for sake you, baby you no fake.

You are not somebody who cannot find love,
But somebody who made me fall in love.(love resites in you. I have fallen, I am into you)

Beautifully damaged.

“Trust me open up, show me your broken sides” he said.
I was afraid he would leave me seeing my damage side

“Its okay let it open I’ll handle you.”
I showed him and asked “Seeing my damage oh, did it scare you?”

“Your damage didnt scare me, but with this damage how did you manage to care me?! That scares me”

My care, my love which I give you
And body’s warmth you take in my arms

The shine in my eyes you call beautiful
And the smile on my face which you love

My soft voice which never trembles
And my touch which leaves marks deep in your skin

My warm breath which fastens your breath when you pull me very close
And my lips which your lips carves to love

All the things in me you which you call beautiful,
Reflects from the damage which makes me beautiful.

Im harmed, I’m hurt, I’m damaged
Im beautifully damage, I’m beautiful.