”Are you still into him, the same way?”
“No, I am over him.” ofcourse I am over him” I answered.
Well its yes, yes I’m still into him but that’s okay to me,
But, I know it would always be ‘yes’, is what terrifies me.
Yes, I never moved on, may be I can never will .
This time the most deepest pain I feel.
He never gave me the love he said he would serve me,
I knew this, and people keep saying me, “you deserve better than him”
I dont care what do I deserve,
Its for him, my heart is always preserved.
“Dont worry you’ll be over him.”
May be, I’ll be over with me, By that time.
It’s million years pain I carry in my heart,
wished rain would drain my pain, in pity they said, “a poor aparted heart.”
I feel empty, I feel the pain down my spine,
My body’ gets weaker, breath shivers, I’m no fine
I lost my sleeps, my body’ weeps,
I cant eat, my heart’s tired to beat
He gave me so much pain I cant sustain with
He took all my beautiful things away with him
I’m working on letting all the pain leave me in the same way he left me,
In relation with pain, it’s strong, like pain doesn’t care if he’s wrong, so i bear, and it ain’t leaving me for long.
Well, I lie myself saying I’m alright by now
His name still gives chills, but I’ll be over him somehow.
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